she's 103

my grandma pass away on monday. everything happen too quickly.
i guess its just her time is up and she's 103 you know?

we sent her off yesterday afternoon. i guess she should be living in the big house we got for her.

i have very nice cousins though they are a lot older then me. i have very fun loving nephews and nieces. i hope even the lost of grandma, we will still be able to reunion occasionally.

i took some photos of the funeral. its really tradition stuff that most of us do not understand or know about. cause we're hakka, we got nuns that are also hakka to do a ritual for her. the ritual is really interesting i would say. but sadly i can't understand at all. 

these photos are taken on the last night where we had a very long hour ritual.

i guess a lot ppl never witness a burial ceremony. my grandma's wish is to have a burial ceremony. 

i took some photos too. but i think not very nice to post. okay enough of blogging. my shoulder aches. 

tomb sweeping

sat was a totally good day :) 

met up with  xiao wen elisa yinghui jocelyn for a ktv & dinner session. i think it was great. the old friends talking about some new and old stuff plus many laughter. 

met jiawan and dalton after that. went to a ktv pub. Thanks to dalton. hahaha. my first time driving in expressway. really thrilling scary sweating but greeaaat. slept at 2 3plus.

woke up at 5.30am to go tomb sweeping. super duper tired but its a must to do it. so i don't mind it. when we reach there it was still very dark. the entire process is just very fast that i was home at 9 plus and found myself fast asleep at 10am. haha. all the way to lunch i wake up and met bf after that. we went bugis shopping ! :) 

got to rest now.. good night!

kpe tunnel

bbbbusy man.

it's back to the bbbbusy days again. everyday everyday everyday. i have endless things to do. weekend is like a blink and its here. just like now. its gonna be friday and then sat!

but! i look forward to sat :) its a day out with the HIHS girls. hahaha. ktv + dinner session :):)

sunday morning going shao mu. and its a shopping day with bf! :):) shopping shopping!

was thinking about what aunty young told me a few days ago. she say she feel so tied up that she don't have time for herself. i think i'm almost experiencing that. 

i realise having a friend that does design is quite good ya. i have more ppl asking me to help them to do up some designing recently. 

i think next time i should charge some design fee already.

hahahaha.

btw. the foto is taken in kpe tunnel. it was raining so like many bikers there. we decided to stop and wait for the rain to stop. so we sat at the side of the tunnel. the cars are really upclose in a amazingly fast speed. like zooom! past you.

shall post up more soon:)

WHAHAHA.

DID I HEARD SOMEBODY

SAYING THAT HE IS BORED?

learning driving really cost me a lot.

but i'm glad i passed! :)

i must say my prayer came to life. 

despite of such high demerit points before even going out to the main road.

lucky me! time really passes quickly. it has been one week since i got it.

My colleague dalton actually let me drive his van that day. woosh. really need a lot practice to gain that road feel and car feel. at least i think i can park with those poles now.BUT still i need s lot practice la.. hahhahaa. 

work was really busy for the pass 1 week for me. but i'm glad nothing much for me went wrong. but still got to have more improvement. i need super damn a lot ideas. especially for doing exhibition. i need super empower fastt mind & hand especially when doing exhibition.

PLEASE GIVE ME THOSE!!!!!!!! somebody. please?

:)

yay! 

i'm finally better now. and no more block nose! no more white patches on my throat. just a little little bit swelling. finally i have my nose back. breathing thru it. how nice! whahahaha

and double yay! i received my boat license today :):) but i think it may  be more useful during my poly days. whens all the dragonboat events coming? whahhaa.

and oh nooss. its wednesday! no mambo night yes yes. i'm tired. work load is like mountain nowadays you know? 

double oh nooss. TP is coming!!!!!

sick for ^*&#@^#(@*&# days.

i'm still unwell. sorry but i can't stop complaining... when will i recover?

at least today i woke up i feel better. :) yesterday was v day. i think it was great. though i spent it at home resting. but i got bf to company me. hee. he came over to my place and just that i felt so much better. 

but my throat is still super swollen red and big. i mean the the ball you know? is so big that it is almost covering my entire throat. haha. is a bit kua zhang but it is serious to that extend. so friends out that. please drink more water before you become a victim like me.. :(:(

next i want my nose to be clear asap. it has been block since *$&@*@#*days. maybe because of that it slows down my recovering process of my throat cause i have to use my mouth to breath and those germ bacteria just flow in non stop. hahaa. 

i hope. tml i will be in a better mode to go work. i don't wanna go work half way i feel so ill that i have to come home again. 

and you know what. TP IS THIS COMING FRIDAY!!!! 

ARGHHHHHHH.

okay. i need to rest now. :)

back to work wasn't great

i think this is so far the worst week i had ever in my life.

i haven tried been sick for so long. wednesday i went back to work. but i was still feeling weak. i couldn't eat my medicine as i was bloated. finally one by one i finish it. during lunch time. i decided that i should get something into my empty stomach. i got myself this very veyr nice ABC soup. BUT i have no appetite. i try eating a little bit. i think my colleagues are all surprise. because this is not the usual vonday. the usual vonday is eat and eat non stop. now. this vonday is wanna eat but no appetite. i'm such a poor thing :( 

after that when we left. i can't help but vomited all out. even my medicine cause i can taste that bitter flu pill taste. i went home and rest after that.

till evening i finally got better. and i was thinking YES. my appetite is back. i'm recovering.

WRONG! after last night. i felt ill again. this morning. i can't stand my throat anymore. that pain didn't go off after those medication and seems to get worst. so i took my mirror and look at my O-M-G so the swollen throat. to my horror. there is even some white patches on it. 

called bf and ask him to bring me to doc again. 

doc says its some infection but haven seen it become so serious before. i took a jap near my butt. this is also my first time taking a jap in a clinic. hopefully the antibiotic will kill all the bacteria then i can get well. and only then i can go have all the good food... my chicken wings.. sushi......... duck drumstick. 

rahrhahrahrha.

i'm such a poor thing.... i finally realise staying healthy is the best thing ever.

MC-medication leave

and so. i was awarded with 2 days MC. the 2 days leave i was dying to have.

before i drag myself to the clinic, i was still telling me bro. i'll call him if i cannot make it on the way. ahaha.

luckily there is no patient waiting. so i spend like less then 15 mins there and get myself home. stuff some biscuit in my mouth and followed by those medicines. back to bed and zzz.

remember i mention about the rashes? 

they are evil. they torture me the whole night so much so that i can't sleep. or perhaps very short sleep. but i remember i was awake most of the time. and its so itchy that i rather stay put on bed trying to minimise my movement and wait. wait till the sun rise and tell my parents. it was my worst night so far in 2009. i can't scratch cause the rashes spreads at a incredible fast speed.

rahhh. then my on off fever. just make me feel even more weaker to get myself out of bed. prolly also i didn't had much food. so i was been strengthless. 

2nd day of mc is the same thing. mostly on bed or watching tv in this very very nua position on my living room chair. hahaha. discovery channel is the best. the show just never runs out and they all all very intersting. except i finally went out in the evening to get some real food with bf. 

blah blah blah. tml's back to work. so i got to sleep now. 

good night.

oh ya. one more thing worth mentioning is... my first set of cosmetic brush i ordered online came today!! HOOORAYYYYY. :)

to my huge surprise

those are not mozzie bites.

those small bites became big patches. and are actually feng mo.

i don't know what is it in english but is something like rashes. you develop it when you body temperature are too high. 

shall not post the photo of it. cause its really scary..

:(:(

i'm sick..

like since thursday?

the fever has been on off. now i regret. i should gone to the doctor earlier.

a few days of panadol extra. i'm so afraid my liver can't take it. haas.

rahhhhh. But the effect is really temporary lahs.

thanks to the fever which causes my headache and sore throat and flu. or rather the other way.

i have to stay home. there goes my beautiful sunday. :(:(:(

and this make me realise something very useful.

most of the clinics are close on sunday. how great...

and adding to my grief. 

my bestfriend mozzie bite me. this is one part of my leg only. another side also have. of course to my other leg..

ohhhh how great....... i'm suffering :(

something random.

last few minutes of working hour. i was looking at dafont.com for some nice font when i came across this dingbats with doggie as theme. ahaha. i just find it cute and downloaded it.

awww. 15mins to 7pm and bye my lovely imac i see you tml morning:)

HAPPY NIU YEAR :)

Helloooooo!
i'm backk!
went to my grandma place which is in Malaysia on sunday and came back on monday.
i can see dramastic changes to the Malaysia custom. But i wish they can have more considerations on segregating the area. you will know why if you have been there.

anyway. no much changes to the programmes at grandma place. i specially bought some nail polish to kill my time there. one thing i realised was i really have a lot nieces and nephews
now. All my older generation cousins are almost married and with kids. i lost count and already fail to recognise whose belongs to whose. hahaha.

every year they will also get the 'pao chu' and light it. Think it symbolise auspicious or something. i guess it should be a rare scene for most of my friends to see it real and up close. so i took some photos using my phone :)



though it look small. but this thing is really loud and dangerous. and it only took around 5 secs to finish the whole row.
Thats my gong gong. I think he use to be a butcher. strong eh
and my brother trying to help my gong gong.

tada!


look at the smoke. haha. But i think it a tradition. cause almost all the houses there will fang this bian pao.
and that's all for now :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

its 2009..

was at bf's place lasst night to watch countdown show. haha. kind of nothing much to watch though. but i think the firework was great.:)

work has been the same. was working on the company portfolio previously. finally finish yesterday. will take some picture and post up. haha. cause i'm proud of it man. hahah. 

the last few days of 2008 was great for me. nothing much major happen but at least i got to meet up with secondary school friends for a ktv session, i met sharon and try aston and she introduce me to a place for 26 at east coast. The ambient is really nice there. and they have got this drink call faithfully yours. one day i will go there and try it. just incase whats so specially a bit the drink that it is made up of baileys and oreo. hahhaa. i think i will like it a alot!

i finally change my motorola army phone to something else better. totally love the phone. i took some pictures but seems to have error to send it to my lappy. oh wells.

first day of 2009. not too bad. i had driving lesson. i will say my performance was so-so. Can't wait to get my license because i'm beginning to hate the instructor. he is pissing me off. 

i had a nice lunch cook by my mum. i feel great because the whole family is home :)

soon i will go stop by tampines to exchange my 3g sim card and off to safra for some swimming. my stamina totally suck. i need it back. soo... please don't proastinate anymore vonday... 

haas :) lets hope for a great 2009 ahead!

 

good byeeee

To number 1.

and helllo to 2...

a bit not very enthu about it though. 19 years of 1. and she got to ditch me to 2... :(

nevertheless. at least 19 years of 1 has been a good one i think. maybe not always but i think i'm still consider a fortunate and lucky kid. haas.

and its a happy last day of 1! cause my threadless tee came. ahahaha. and the silly is busy trying to show me his wardrobe full of threadless tee. yes. at the exact point of time when i type the last sentence. 

hahahahhaha. thats all for now :)

public holiday

know what?

vonday was down with fever on over the long weekend. how evil.

started on sunday morning when i felt shortness of breathe when i was in church. I think God wants to punish me. cause i always miss church. i hope not though. haas. 

yep. wanna to meet bird and ken for a reservoir. but decided not to join them since i already can't catch my breathe. when over to silly's house he gave me a panadol and i rested for the rest of the day. i had a early night too cause it was just feelin to feverish to continue watch bleach. 

haha. oh yes. i'm like addicted to watching bleach. ahaha. anime just rocks.

mummy and dad is singing at home again. so i'm gonna escape! 

till i do my next update :)

THIS IS WHAT I HAD FOR LUNCH TODAY.

This is lunch for 5 of us. The table is so full that we have no space to put our hand. i must say that their serving is really generous. They even give free big serving of ah char top with some fake abalone. Free serving of salty veggies. AND free serving of soup.  
Look at this. Can you see chunks of meat and potatoes? Thats how generous they are. We had 2 big bowls of this initially. The rest decided to play the 'or ah bei ah song' game because they want more of the soup. guess what. I'm the lucky one la. the odds is 4 against 1 can. This is the 3rd bowl of soup. I must really say this is really nice potato soup. My mummy always cook this and i can just throw my rice and eat with the soup. 

TADA// We did manage to finish it. But we were really really full the max max max. The rest still can finish their rice. 
and look at my plate. hahahaha. 1/4 portion of rice. and 1/2 portion of the whatever vegs ko ko and the fats etc etc.

seriously too much for lunch. This should be the serving for 10 people i think. haas. anyway, they have got good service located at katong shopping mall. 

:)

okay this is not very interesting but i will still blog it.

There's actually this 'Mr. Tan disease' that me and fellow designer colleagues contracted.

Cause our another half all have the surname Tan. hahha. its just coincidence....

and whenever i feel like blogging, i kind of feel stuck when i start typing. what i only have in mind is i hope tml 7am comes quickly:) Because of the Mr. Tan disease i can't wait to see him!  

wheeeee. what i can say is. WEEKEND IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!

some dates that i'm really looking forward to. 29th meeting with lipeng mummy and aunty lao.

AND AND AND 1st december Waraku dinner with the swim team/lifesaving peeps. hahaha. and so i'm gonna continue watching my naruto episode 85. TAN KAI HONG i'm too bored. so i decided not to wait and watch with you. I'm going to do it NOW. whahahhaaha

HAHAS

okay. i'm at the airport now. just met a client to settle some stuff. bought my lappy along. rahh. need to call the printer and get some informations. honestly i hate calling people as in those like ask for informations. but i guess i have to learn! :) just hope that i won't get over nervous or stress. hahaha. i really don't wanna screw up this. 

calm down calm down and everything will flowly its way!

and why am i blogging now? hahahaa. look at the time. its 1.10pm lunch time. meeting my silly for popeye lunchy before heading back to office. hee. waiting for him now so decided to do some updates. 

i didn't go mambo last night.! whahaha. decided to give it a miss and spent the time with my silly. :):) so we went to botak jones at bedok for dinner last night. guess what. i order swanky franky. the read the description in the first line saying sausage with bacon and cheese and i stop there and decided to order that. in the end the order came weirdly. looks like some steak and i can't taste what meat was it. until after a while the man serve us another place of food. then i realise i had the wrong order. and damn i still thought it was my own fault for not reading the description properly. i thought it was a prank in the description. hahaha. silly.

i feel the longest time of awkardness and lost my appetite to carry on eating. spoil mood.

okay thats all.