she's 103

my grandma pass away on monday. everything happen too quickly.
i guess its just her time is up and she's 103 you know?

we sent her off yesterday afternoon. i guess she should be living in the big house we got for her.

i have very nice cousins though they are a lot older then me. i have very fun loving nephews and nieces. i hope even the lost of grandma, we will still be able to reunion occasionally.

i took some photos of the funeral. its really tradition stuff that most of us do not understand or know about. cause we're hakka, we got nuns that are also hakka to do a ritual for her. the ritual is really interesting i would say. but sadly i can't understand at all. 

these photos are taken on the last night where we had a very long hour ritual.

i guess a lot ppl never witness a burial ceremony. my grandma's wish is to have a burial ceremony. 

i took some photos too. but i think not very nice to post. okay enough of blogging. my shoulder aches. 

tomb sweeping

sat was a totally good day :) 

met up with  xiao wen elisa yinghui jocelyn for a ktv & dinner session. i think it was great. the old friends talking about some new and old stuff plus many laughter. 

met jiawan and dalton after that. went to a ktv pub. Thanks to dalton. hahaha. my first time driving in expressway. really thrilling scary sweating but greeaaat. slept at 2 3plus.

woke up at 5.30am to go tomb sweeping. super duper tired but its a must to do it. so i don't mind it. when we reach there it was still very dark. the entire process is just very fast that i was home at 9 plus and found myself fast asleep at 10am. haha. all the way to lunch i wake up and met bf after that. we went bugis shopping ! :) 

got to rest now.. good night!

kpe tunnel

bbbbusy man.

it's back to the bbbbusy days again. everyday everyday everyday. i have endless things to do. weekend is like a blink and its here. just like now. its gonna be friday and then sat!

but! i look forward to sat :) its a day out with the HIHS girls. hahaha. ktv + dinner session :):)

sunday morning going shao mu. and its a shopping day with bf! :):) shopping shopping!

was thinking about what aunty young told me a few days ago. she say she feel so tied up that she don't have time for herself. i think i'm almost experiencing that. 

i realise having a friend that does design is quite good ya. i have more ppl asking me to help them to do up some designing recently. 

i think next time i should charge some design fee already.

hahahaha.

btw. the foto is taken in kpe tunnel. it was raining so like many bikers there. we decided to stop and wait for the rain to stop. so we sat at the side of the tunnel. the cars are really upclose in a amazingly fast speed. like zooom! past you.

shall post up more soon:)

WHAHAHA.

DID I HEARD SOMEBODY

SAYING THAT HE IS BORED?

learning driving really cost me a lot.

but i'm glad i passed! :)

i must say my prayer came to life. 

despite of such high demerit points before even going out to the main road.

lucky me! time really passes quickly. it has been one week since i got it.

My colleague dalton actually let me drive his van that day. woosh. really need a lot practice to gain that road feel and car feel. at least i think i can park with those poles now.BUT still i need s lot practice la.. hahhahaa. 

work was really busy for the pass 1 week for me. but i'm glad nothing much for me went wrong. but still got to have more improvement. i need super damn a lot ideas. especially for doing exhibition. i need super empower fastt mind & hand especially when doing exhibition.

PLEASE GIVE ME THOSE!!!!!!!! somebody. please?

:)

yay! 

i'm finally better now. and no more block nose! no more white patches on my throat. just a little little bit swelling. finally i have my nose back. breathing thru it. how nice! whahahaha

and double yay! i received my boat license today :):) but i think it may  be more useful during my poly days. whens all the dragonboat events coming? whahhaa.

and oh nooss. its wednesday! no mambo night yes yes. i'm tired. work load is like mountain nowadays you know? 

double oh nooss. TP is coming!!!!!

sick for ^*&#@^#(@*&# days.

i'm still unwell. sorry but i can't stop complaining... when will i recover?

at least today i woke up i feel better. :) yesterday was v day. i think it was great. though i spent it at home resting. but i got bf to company me. hee. he came over to my place and just that i felt so much better. 

but my throat is still super swollen red and big. i mean the the ball you know? is so big that it is almost covering my entire throat. haha. is a bit kua zhang but it is serious to that extend. so friends out that. please drink more water before you become a victim like me.. :(:(

next i want my nose to be clear asap. it has been block since *$&@*@#*days. maybe because of that it slows down my recovering process of my throat cause i have to use my mouth to breath and those germ bacteria just flow in non stop. hahaa. 

i hope. tml i will be in a better mode to go work. i don't wanna go work half way i feel so ill that i have to come home again. 

and you know what. TP IS THIS COMING FRIDAY!!!! 

ARGHHHHHHH.

okay. i need to rest now. :)

back to work wasn't great

i think this is so far the worst week i had ever in my life.

i haven tried been sick for so long. wednesday i went back to work. but i was still feeling weak. i couldn't eat my medicine as i was bloated. finally one by one i finish it. during lunch time. i decided that i should get something into my empty stomach. i got myself this very veyr nice ABC soup. BUT i have no appetite. i try eating a little bit. i think my colleagues are all surprise. because this is not the usual vonday. the usual vonday is eat and eat non stop. now. this vonday is wanna eat but no appetite. i'm such a poor thing :( 

after that when we left. i can't help but vomited all out. even my medicine cause i can taste that bitter flu pill taste. i went home and rest after that.

till evening i finally got better. and i was thinking YES. my appetite is back. i'm recovering.

WRONG! after last night. i felt ill again. this morning. i can't stand my throat anymore. that pain didn't go off after those medication and seems to get worst. so i took my mirror and look at my O-M-G so the swollen throat. to my horror. there is even some white patches on it. 

called bf and ask him to bring me to doc again. 

doc says its some infection but haven seen it become so serious before. i took a jap near my butt. this is also my first time taking a jap in a clinic. hopefully the antibiotic will kill all the bacteria then i can get well. and only then i can go have all the good food... my chicken wings.. sushi......... duck drumstick. 

rahrhahrahrha.

i'm such a poor thing.... i finally realise staying healthy is the best thing ever.

MC-medication leave

and so. i was awarded with 2 days MC. the 2 days leave i was dying to have.

before i drag myself to the clinic, i was still telling me bro. i'll call him if i cannot make it on the way. ahaha.

luckily there is no patient waiting. so i spend like less then 15 mins there and get myself home. stuff some biscuit in my mouth and followed by those medicines. back to bed and zzz.

remember i mention about the rashes? 

they are evil. they torture me the whole night so much so that i can't sleep. or perhaps very short sleep. but i remember i was awake most of the time. and its so itchy that i rather stay put on bed trying to minimise my movement and wait. wait till the sun rise and tell my parents. it was my worst night so far in 2009. i can't scratch cause the rashes spreads at a incredible fast speed.

rahhh. then my on off fever. just make me feel even more weaker to get myself out of bed. prolly also i didn't had much food. so i was been strengthless. 

2nd day of mc is the same thing. mostly on bed or watching tv in this very very nua position on my living room chair. hahaha. discovery channel is the best. the show just never runs out and they all all very intersting. except i finally went out in the evening to get some real food with bf. 

blah blah blah. tml's back to work. so i got to sleep now. 

good night.

oh ya. one more thing worth mentioning is... my first set of cosmetic brush i ordered online came today!! HOOORAYYYYY. :)

to my huge surprise

those are not mozzie bites.

those small bites became big patches. and are actually feng mo.

i don't know what is it in english but is something like rashes. you develop it when you body temperature are too high. 

shall not post the photo of it. cause its really scary..

:(:(

i'm sick..

like since thursday?

the fever has been on off. now i regret. i should gone to the doctor earlier.

a few days of panadol extra. i'm so afraid my liver can't take it. haas.

rahhhhh. But the effect is really temporary lahs.

thanks to the fever which causes my headache and sore throat and flu. or rather the other way.

i have to stay home. there goes my beautiful sunday. :(:(:(

and this make me realise something very useful.

most of the clinics are close on sunday. how great...

and adding to my grief. 

my bestfriend mozzie bite me. this is one part of my leg only. another side also have. of course to my other leg..

ohhhh how great....... i'm suffering :(

something random.

last few minutes of working hour. i was looking at dafont.com for some nice font when i came across this dingbats with doggie as theme. ahaha. i just find it cute and downloaded it.

awww. 15mins to 7pm and bye my lovely imac i see you tml morning:)

HAPPY NIU YEAR :)

Helloooooo!
i'm backk!
went to my grandma place which is in Malaysia on sunday and came back on monday.
i can see dramastic changes to the Malaysia custom. But i wish they can have more considerations on segregating the area. you will know why if you have been there.

anyway. no much changes to the programmes at grandma place. i specially bought some nail polish to kill my time there. one thing i realised was i really have a lot nieces and nephews
now. All my older generation cousins are almost married and with kids. i lost count and already fail to recognise whose belongs to whose. hahaha.

every year they will also get the 'pao chu' and light it. Think it symbolise auspicious or something. i guess it should be a rare scene for most of my friends to see it real and up close. so i took some photos using my phone :)



though it look small. but this thing is really loud and dangerous. and it only took around 5 secs to finish the whole row.
Thats my gong gong. I think he use to be a butcher. strong eh
and my brother trying to help my gong gong.

tada!


look at the smoke. haha. But i think it a tradition. cause almost all the houses there will fang this bian pao.
and that's all for now :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

its 2009..

was at bf's place lasst night to watch countdown show. haha. kind of nothing much to watch though. but i think the firework was great.:)

work has been the same. was working on the company portfolio previously. finally finish yesterday. will take some picture and post up. haha. cause i'm proud of it man. hahah. 

the last few days of 2008 was great for me. nothing much major happen but at least i got to meet up with secondary school friends for a ktv session, i met sharon and try aston and she introduce me to a place for 26 at east coast. The ambient is really nice there. and they have got this drink call faithfully yours. one day i will go there and try it. just incase whats so specially a bit the drink that it is made up of baileys and oreo. hahhaa. i think i will like it a alot!

i finally change my motorola army phone to something else better. totally love the phone. i took some pictures but seems to have error to send it to my lappy. oh wells.

first day of 2009. not too bad. i had driving lesson. i will say my performance was so-so. Can't wait to get my license because i'm beginning to hate the instructor. he is pissing me off. 

i had a nice lunch cook by my mum. i feel great because the whole family is home :)

soon i will go stop by tampines to exchange my 3g sim card and off to safra for some swimming. my stamina totally suck. i need it back. soo... please don't proastinate anymore vonday... 

haas :) lets hope for a great 2009 ahead!

 

good byeeee

To number 1.

and helllo to 2...

a bit not very enthu about it though. 19 years of 1. and she got to ditch me to 2... :(

nevertheless. at least 19 years of 1 has been a good one i think. maybe not always but i think i'm still consider a fortunate and lucky kid. haas.

and its a happy last day of 1! cause my threadless tee came. ahahaha. and the silly is busy trying to show me his wardrobe full of threadless tee. yes. at the exact point of time when i type the last sentence. 

hahahahhaha. thats all for now :)

public holiday

know what?

vonday was down with fever on over the long weekend. how evil.

started on sunday morning when i felt shortness of breathe when i was in church. I think God wants to punish me. cause i always miss church. i hope not though. haas. 

yep. wanna to meet bird and ken for a reservoir. but decided not to join them since i already can't catch my breathe. when over to silly's house he gave me a panadol and i rested for the rest of the day. i had a early night too cause it was just feelin to feverish to continue watch bleach. 

haha. oh yes. i'm like addicted to watching bleach. ahaha. anime just rocks.

mummy and dad is singing at home again. so i'm gonna escape! 

till i do my next update :)

THIS IS WHAT I HAD FOR LUNCH TODAY.

This is lunch for 5 of us. The table is so full that we have no space to put our hand. i must say that their serving is really generous. They even give free big serving of ah char top with some fake abalone. Free serving of salty veggies. AND free serving of soup.  
Look at this. Can you see chunks of meat and potatoes? Thats how generous they are. We had 2 big bowls of this initially. The rest decided to play the 'or ah bei ah song' game because they want more of the soup. guess what. I'm the lucky one la. the odds is 4 against 1 can. This is the 3rd bowl of soup. I must really say this is really nice potato soup. My mummy always cook this and i can just throw my rice and eat with the soup. 

TADA// We did manage to finish it. But we were really really full the max max max. The rest still can finish their rice. 
and look at my plate. hahahaha. 1/4 portion of rice. and 1/2 portion of the whatever vegs ko ko and the fats etc etc.

seriously too much for lunch. This should be the serving for 10 people i think. haas. anyway, they have got good service located at katong shopping mall. 

:)

okay this is not very interesting but i will still blog it.

There's actually this 'Mr. Tan disease' that me and fellow designer colleagues contracted.

Cause our another half all have the surname Tan. hahha. its just coincidence....

and whenever i feel like blogging, i kind of feel stuck when i start typing. what i only have in mind is i hope tml 7am comes quickly:) Because of the Mr. Tan disease i can't wait to see him!  

wheeeee. what i can say is. WEEKEND IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!

some dates that i'm really looking forward to. 29th meeting with lipeng mummy and aunty lao.

AND AND AND 1st december Waraku dinner with the swim team/lifesaving peeps. hahaha. and so i'm gonna continue watching my naruto episode 85. TAN KAI HONG i'm too bored. so i decided not to wait and watch with you. I'm going to do it NOW. whahahhaaha

HAHAS

okay. i'm at the airport now. just met a client to settle some stuff. bought my lappy along. rahh. need to call the printer and get some informations. honestly i hate calling people as in those like ask for informations. but i guess i have to learn! :) just hope that i won't get over nervous or stress. hahaha. i really don't wanna screw up this. 

calm down calm down and everything will flowly its way!

and why am i blogging now? hahahaa. look at the time. its 1.10pm lunch time. meeting my silly for popeye lunchy before heading back to office. hee. waiting for him now so decided to do some updates. 

i didn't go mambo last night.! whahaha. decided to give it a miss and spent the time with my silly. :):) so we went to botak jones at bedok for dinner last night. guess what. i order swanky franky. the read the description in the first line saying sausage with bacon and cheese and i stop there and decided to order that. in the end the order came weirdly. looks like some steak and i can't taste what meat was it. until after a while the man serve us another place of food. then i realise i had the wrong order. and damn i still thought it was my own fault for not reading the description properly. i thought it was a prank in the description. hahaha. silly.

i feel the longest time of awkardness and lost my appetite to carry on eating. spoil mood.

okay thats all. 

roller blading

This is the 4th week i spent my saturday morning with my fellow designer colleagues. hehe.

weather was very good. and to think that i was almost late.

let me explain the consequence of being late. we set our meeting time at 9am. whoever that is late have to treat everybody for lunch. imagine total of 5 of us. hahahahaha

of course in the end i ran. so was i was in time to make it. :)

rachel says me and hong has got same nose and mouth. you think so?

replytag:

elisa: hahaha. yep :) whens your turn???

shuting: i will add you soon! :) take care

seriously

i thought i forgot how to love.

:)

he said that he doesn't like to eat sweet stuff.

i think he is lying.

haas

sunday :)

i'm in love with TAN KAIHONG :)

vonday smiles

i learn to stare at my computer screen for the longest time.

vonday is sick

after so long. i finally fell sick and had my ever first MC in visual studio. haha.

i'm glad that i'm sick. i shot replenish all the sleep that i have missed. 

but flu is irritating.. i hate flus. but strangely, they always come in a bundle. haha. first. itchy throat. second. sore throat. third. worsen sore throat. forth. constance sneezing+flu.finally. fever.

oh wells oh wells. but i think i'm still in blisssss.. :)

small red in red

last saturday, joanne invited us to her house for a steamboat session :)

hee. i love steamboat. the next steamboat session will be at my place k. let me find an opportunity. then we can MJ all the way!!!  haha. anyway about this picture. 

he was so prepare for the session because as you can see he wearing a red shirt. my first time seeing him in red also. hahaa. very nice ma. where got very bright.....

i know this is a bit crazy..

but how about a naval piercing??

i want a oversize pullover with hoodies!

i want!!!!! is just so nice to wear la. haha. 

this is actually my colleague's brother's pullover. 

comfortable :):):) 

oh wells. this week is just a so suay week. shall not write it down cause i don't want to remember it down. hahaha. 

just finish some work. so resting awhile. till 7pm then meet the pig and join the safra peeps at pasir ris. its gonna be fun! i think? hahaaa.

i actually look forward to tml instead. cause i love steamboat more then bbq. whahahahaahaa.

i'm in zouk now!!

YES. am at the new zouk shop. hahahhaa. using their imac to do a quick blogging.

its MAMBO NIGHT :):):)

omg.

hahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahaaha!

but you guys still love me loads. whahaha.

i super like this.

love love love love this emoticon :)

whahaha

i'm bored. 

smallred philosophy #1

kaihong says:
i feel light when im hungry, but after meal i feel fat.
vonday: JIAWAN YOU ARE MY IDOL. says:
-_-

whaahaha

You Have a Fairly Strong Willpower

Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often. If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it. And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay. If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.

Is Your Willpower Strong?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

saw it?

wells.

yet. another mistake.

what a bad start for this week.

first thing i got to know is that i printed wrongly something. is like a lightning strike kind of feeling you know. and its a serious matter. i don't what ever spell i got. whenever theres mistake. it bound to be some serious mistake.

like today, yes i printed a wrong picture. but this event consists of media coverage. so... sigh.
but jiawan told me can't blame it on my own. Its a client and us fault. But it doesn't make me feel any better. what to do..

arghh.

LOL.

yup yup.

that previous post is a fake.

i had enough fun. shall stop now. haha.

my very first pack of polaroid film is here. finally after so long i bought that polaroid camera.

i get to use it! the film is like so precious. one shoot is like ard 2.60 bucks. so this two pictures is 5.20 bucks in total. ya. quite maddness. but i totally love it. :)

still yet to explore it. 

haha. oh wells.

i didn't do it!

vonday : i get around round round. says (11:05 PM):

my office com webcam good right
joanne - too many broken hearts in the world, too many dreams being broken in two says (11:06 PM):
ya la ya la
joanne - too many broken hearts in the world, too many dreams being broken in two says (11:06 PM):
u look so cute
vonday : i get around round round. says (11:08 PM):
whahahahaha

vonday says

GOODBYE TO FRENCH FRIES AND POTATO.

with determination.

good mood

 i'm tired. but very good mood to camwore. haas

must be joanne's influence. 

my imac just rocks. +)

joanne take a look at the second pic from left. what do you see??? whahahahahahaa

after this, i'm gonna chiong work till lunch comes. 

and before that, i will just type some more stuff.

pass few days had been a good daughter. after work go home. 

but mummy and dad is always out. they two went ktv-ing ah like almost everyday . enjoy life. haaa. my mum is recently into singing lah. haha. well, she sings well :)

and yesterday was mambo night. yes. its fun! xiao hong went of earlier though. 

alright alright. go to work. byeee!

Muse - Starlight

yesterday's mambo was great.
with this song.

love it man.

Modern Talking - Brother Louie

haha. i kena influence by our new age mambo king. quickly download this song and send me leh.

just pictures that i like.

:) that day was ktv-ing with joanne.

i'm home

early today.

wells. today's mambo is exceptional not enjoying at all for me.

yup yup. but i don't want to be bad. 

i hope things will turn out in a better way. i have enough problems already.

i don't wish to add on more understand?

please.

it's a

TOTAL TURN OFF.

saturday!

its been quite some time since i go to a crowded area with friends on sat. haas. met up with the safra guys at vivocity. cause ken booked out. they wanted to catch some movie but as usual, the tixs are always selling fast. they went to eat carls junior instead. shop for a cap after that. cause botak wanna cover up the hair/head. hahaha!!
at night, we had a small gathering.
shall put up some picturesss.

i think this is one of the very few time we can meet up together to have a dinner or smth. 802 coffee shop is always the hanging out place. then as usual when guy and guy and a ns man meet up. they always talk abt army stuff. haha.
and we sat there for like 2 hours? talk about army stuff? before finally mr chen send me home. haas.

alright. thats allllll i wanna say now. +)

i shall do some updates.

haha. i know this looks a bit retarded. BUT. what i really want to show is my new spect!

wheeee. 

one day i should really wear spect to mambo. speaking about mambo. yesterday is prolly one of the best. why? ask small red ba. haaaaaaa. no need to squeeze bus. no need to waste money on cab. except for a little cold wind and bends that nearly got my life. haa. but the feeling really good. heard from our friend saying that summer rain was played twice. in other words, joanne if you were there you need to go up podium twice leh. haha. you HENG ah. but i see small red stand there quite shiok sia. nobody push here and there. like how i kena yesterday. i ti ki-ed. bo bian. whahaha

oh ya. and this picture was taken at central. clubmarc, if you know wheres the shop. haas. they are opening a cafe tomorrow. i'm there to oversee the installation. yupp. stole my whole afternoon. luckily i got my lappy and wireless. haas. and tml i need to go back to central area. duper low morale. 

and one thing to be happy abt the coming of friday is.... its reminds me of this song call friday, i'm in love. but sadly to say.. i'm not in love le. haha. joking. its mr ken our talkative is booking out tml! wohoooooooooooo.

okay. i type too much. i shall stop here till i got somemore to blog. hahahaa +) 

meet up :D

after so long. we finally met up. though its a short one. but still HAPPY :)

my beloved mummy! hee. and supposedly mummy's sister aunty lao. hahaahahaa. 

what have i been doing?

haa. let my think.

work work and work?

+mambo every wednesday.

whahahahhahaa.

hmm. life has been pretty alright i guess. but need really need more then to catch up with friends and so on. while there were many ups and downs be it in work or daily life. i guess. it is still manageable for me ba. think my parents have already gave me quite a lot of space. went genting with my safra friends a few weeks ago. they actually allow me man. you see i can actually mambo every week. that's the evidence already.

mambo has become more and more interesting ever. with joanne the crazy girl. think so far she's the craziest friend i ever had. small red and ken would prolly agree with both hand rised. hahahahaha. and YES. i am very very very look forward to tml. 

wheeeeeeeeeeeee!! everybody have funnnnnnn tonight :)

laugh.

kaihong says:
vonday x4 = vonmonth
vonmonth x12 = vonyear
vonyear x10= voncentury
voncentury x100 = vonMillennium